heights
people touching my armpits crickets
being murdered
college
my grandma
friends
bananas
having ugly children
tearing my ACL
this world
afraid of settling
not seeing the world
fish
the unknown
space
my future
spelling
people
going to the doctors alone
dieing at a young age
dissappoinment
falling in the shower
crows
raising my hand
HEIGHTS scare me but i want to go sky diving, paragliding, bungy jumping, etc.
I'm afraid of SETTLING settling for my husband, for my life, for my education, for my opportunities
THIS WORLD scares me because its so corrupt and different but it has beauty and good people, opportunity, jobs, dreams, adventure, but the world crushes your dreams and that scares me.
which leads into the fear of RAISING MY CHILDREN in the strange ugly yet beautiful forgiving world. i guess its society that crushes dreams and can ruin a humans life, but its the type of world we live in that changes things
With fear comes great opportunity. (at least from most of my fears)
"fear is the enemy of faith"
Ah so beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI love that quote at the end.
I love this whole post.
I'm afraid of going to the doctor alone and falling in the shower too.
It's so interesting how the things we want are things that we also fear and I've been thinking about that all week and you captured that concept really well and also same about falling in the shower.
ReplyDeleteim scared of settling too. like that terrifies me. and the whole rest of this post was great.
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