well this whole thing scares me.
I'm not exactly sure how to blog or what I'm supposed to say, I'm not meaning things to be deep and dark and twisty and mysterious i really just don't know what to say.
some of the best blogs are all meaning full and mysterious but truthfully i don't want to open up. and my pen name… my pen name makes me happy (catherine zeta jones, she dips beneath the lasers, ooohhhh) and brings a whole lot of memories flooding to my brain and heart. this probably doesn't make sense and it doesn't a whole lot to me either but its my first blog and I'm learning.
